Time Is Fleeting
It sure is at the moment.
Still no word on the results from the MRI from the Neurologist. I am being eaten up with guilt about not working. The words of a doctor some 20+ years ago (way before diagnosis but when I was experiencing extreme fatigue and yuppy flu was being seen as the new way to get out of working apparently) play over and over as I sit about not doing much; “stop malingering and go back to work”.
I am still getting headaches but they centre mostly around the pain in my eyes from light and a very stiff neck. I am used to it though, used to it enough to think I can work through it.
Though the other part of myself says it may be time to drop working and wasting what could be the last of the good times and go do what I want to do (to earn a living).
It is the indecision that is killing me! If it comes back tomorrow that there is nothing wrong then it will be back to work for me by the end of the week.
Post a Comment